I was where I wanted to be when I posted that,
I just didn't know it at the time..
In case you haven't figured it out yet,
this is going to be a place where I share my TTC journey, miscarriage story, pregnancy and possibly after. :)
I'm not sure where to begin exactly so here's a brief catch up..
My husband returned home from a deployment on Sept 23rd of this year (2012)
(Which is probably when we conceived)
We went on our honeymoon on Oct 14th 2012,
& Before and after then I had done almost everything you're not supposed to do while pregnant;
I had my hair bleached* in early Oct.
I drank.
I stopped taking my vitamins.
I drank some more.
I ate raw tuna.
On top of that I wasn't watching what I was eating, at all!
I went in hot tubs.
I drank.
I did snuba.
I cleaned the kitty litter (not too worried about that, they were inside cats all their lives)
& I drank some more.
& probably more that I can't think of at this moment in time.
On Oct. 28th I found out my 9th grade science teacher died. I was crushed.
On Oct 30th/31st My 17 year old cat died </3 Destroyed me.
And on November 3rd I decided I would take a pregnancy test because I had not had my period,
& my husband kept joking and telling me I was pregnant because my boobs were HUGE!
Instant positive!
So we went to the Clinic the following friday and I had my blood drawn. (10th)
Because of the holiday I had to wait until Tuesday (13th) to get the results which were obviously;
Positive
& wouldn't you know it, I started spotting on the 11th. :/, I had read that spotting early on was normal, but I had lost my symptoms and I didn't feel pregnant.
Full on bleeding and cramping started on monday the 12th.
Called the clinic on the 13th- Positive... (although I hadn't fully wrapped my head around it yet, I was upset but also relieved at the same time. I didn't want to bring a child into the world with problems that were my fault and could have been prevented possibly.)
I passed the baby* on Wednesday the 14th.
The bleeding and spotting went on off and on until the 25th of Nov.
& now, here I am,
Tuesday December 11th 2012,
waiting on my period.
I started taking a pill called fertibella,
I received a *free trial thru their website www.conceiveeasy.com
feel free to check it out, I am not affiliated with them at all, I am just trying their product
& I will keep you updated on my journey.
:)
Thank you for reading and support.
